lost

somethings up...
i cant sleep, which is unusual coz i can sleep easily.
like if u offer me a pillow i can just doze off. but not lately.
hmmmm...
my eating time is off. my breakfast is lunch, my lunch is my supper, my tea is my dinner..
hmmmm...something is definitely up.

its 12.50 am.
i ran out of idea of things to do.
i watched some movie, i read a few novels, i slept on the hosp floor, which is somewhat pleasant, i cooked, i called, i texted but still nothing helps.
speaking of hospitals, today it smelled awful.
usually it doesnt smell like that, like...blood. dirty blood.
u stay too long, it'll get to your head.
i stole someone's seat too. but he's a gentleman enough to let me sit on his seat.
i met my cousins whom i grew up with.
i met my uncles and aunts.
my uncle is still calling me by my 'childhood' name. and i dont think he's eve gonna stop. come to think of it, i dont think he ever called me atiyah, or tyah. it has always been that name.
oh well, whatever makes him happy la.
before leaving, sofea left a souvenir on my hand. her hingus...

last paper is on 10th december-lk.
ijat habis 16th dec. dye ajak hiking.
it'll be fun if, IF we dont have to sleep in the jungle. i mean cant we go home after that..:(
i dont mind the hard ground, its the creepy crawlies im worried about. planning to go on 20sumthing december.
hmmm...i'll think about it.

last night's game of uno was fun.
there were 3 of us, but in the end me n ijat ended up playing until 6 stacks, just to spite the other player:P
i like arif's eyes. they're cute. round but sepet.

see...im just rumbling senseless right now..
its 1.08am.
its freezing and quiet.
and im hungry...

its nice to talk a walk in the early morning..
the air is moist..cool..peaceful...

its even nicer to watch kids running around happily.
waking up early, riding bikes with their brothers.
leaving their little sister crying<---this is not nice at all.

i guess its just nice seeing kids running happily.
not many kids have that privilege.

watching farid still in his jammies.
that's a sunshine.

after watching all the kids waking up early, running around happily, then only i realised...

dorang dh cuti laa..

daredevil

just now we had est. it was ok, i guess. information transfer makes sense, but the report...urgh. FRICTION. damn u..

then dah kluar exam hall tu, i saw parents with students. got a bit confused so i asked wally. he said its report card day. hmm..interesting.

while waiting for my dad, me,wally and sammy's mum chatted a bit. got in the car and as usual, ayah started to be a detective.

A: how was est? ok? boleh jawab? boleh dpt A?
T: meh...it was ok. but cant guarantee an A though.
A: hmmm..
T: did u knw today is report card day?
A: huh?
T: yea...i saw parents with students kt dlm.
A: niyah xkte ape2 pon.
T: aahh... interesting.
A: untuk form brape?
T: i think all la..coz when i was sitting for exam, i saw this form 2 dude with his dad.
A: xpe, nnt suruh umi amk.

then smpai rumah.

A: mi, u have to take niyah's report card.
U: HAH?
A: ad report card day hari ni. niyah xbg ape2 ke?
U: xbg tau ape2 pon. ni mesti result teruk ni.
A: ntah la. u tgk la nnt. jumpe cikgu dye.
U: mmg nk kne rotan budak ni...

hehehe, i love busting her:P

then we went to school. i had to follow my mum coz she didnt know where. sampai je there was no teacher in class except a few students.

U: mne cikgu? *she asked the twins*
K1: dh balik dah...habis pkl 11 td.
K2: NIYAH!
N: UMI! *shocked*
U: ohhh xbg tau yeh.
N: *sengih*
T: ish3 niyah...
U: mne cikgu?
N: dh blk dh.
U: mne bilik guru? umi nk jmpe.
T: this way, madame.

hahahah im loving it:P

dh smpai tu we asked her to look if her teacher's in there. tgk2, mmg ad. heh..dh balik konon..

*dlm bilik guru*

U: sorry lambat datang.
C: xpe.
U: ni ha. dye xbg tau pon hari ni ad report card day.
C: tu yg saya pelik. selalu nya mak aniyah datang klau ad ape2 event.
U,C,T: *look at niyah*

bla bla bla pastu nk blk tu cikgu ckp:

C: saya dah pesan dah kat budak2 kalau ad parents datang, bwk jumpa kt bilik guru.

umi gave niyah the glare and said: oohh,xbgtau pon kan. nsb baik xblk td.

blk tu xbersua muka langsung.
hahahah:P
i knw,i knw. u think im mean kan.
its ok, i know that already. but i would call it mischievous.

hahaha she thinks she can get away with it.

:)

i met my new cousin on monday.
cute kan?
welcome to the family bebeh.

last min notes

http://bmpmrspm.blogspot.com/2009/07/drama-penting-2009.html

this one is for bm.
find ur way around n u'll be fine.
good luck:)

war cry

tomorrow's the day
wish everyone all the best.

errghh nervous yet excited laa!!!
no,no, excited coz of the after spm activities. yeay!

hmm... yea, tu je la.
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!
DO PRAY FOR US.
amin..

sacha:

do ur best there,k.
im proud of u!
and when u get back,pls dont be like my uncle<-- a man with few words. u be that xnk kawan lagi dh;p
hahahh so childish.

*sigh*
ey,i miss u already la.
these past few days were fun. god,i still cant believe ur gone. i guess im used to ur presence here. at first i didnt want to be close to you,nnt susah nk say goodbye. but wat can i do, big k was right la with the peribahasa:)

eerrghh i know this sounds stupidly childish, i cried even by the thought of u not being around and being there. hahaha stupid kan. ur fault lah.

see,now xde org for me to merepek with. eh, wait, big k ad. hahaha boleh slalu kacau habis-habisan;P hmm..xde org nk bwk gi subway lagi dh:( i want subway!!! *ok,dh start merepek. ilyas la ni:p

nnt lepas spm, i'll drag big k there every weekend. kan,kan big k:D
jgn lari yeh.

hmm...i'll update later. nk study.
till then,
take good care of yourself:)

pesanan from UMI,*i gave up*; dh smpai sane jgn nakal2. take good care. blajar rajin2 smpai berjaya. jgn lupa sembahyang:)

12.00 news

*yawn*
whoa..last night was fun;)
we went to watch 2012. at first xnk tgk coz not my type of movie, but then sacha nk sgt tgk, tgk je la.
call big k, xangkat. second time call baru angkat. bla bla bla we agreed to meet at my house. then tunggu sacha dtg plak. with the rain and peak hour, we didnt think we'll make it time. but sacha to the rescue, we arrived on time. yeayy!

dh duduk n everything, tgk la screen. i thought movie dh start. it was this one chinese movie like martial art sket. then i got confused. macam salah movie je...
then tadaaa!
2012

its a good movie. i didnt think i would like it but i did;)
next movie i'll let sacha pick la.

so then we went round and round. bought subway. oh yea, if anyone knows where to buy scrapbook, do tell. im searching for one right now.

then kakak plak nk makan. n of coz BIG K ikut je *sheepish grin*
went to mamak sumwhere around there. the roti tisu there not bad but im still yearning for the one i ate last night. dh makan tu we went back to putrajaya. but before that stop kt mamak p9 for roti tisu. tgk2 org same yg serve smalam...

hmm..
tu je la.
too tired to even blink.
bye2 now.

oh yea,
thank u sacha for belanja-ing me the movie;D

mamak buat lawak

smalm otw balik from pj,singgah kt mamak jap.
lapar laah. plus its my starvation hour.
smpai putrajaya pkul 11pm so terus head to mamak p9

at that time it was just me n my sister,niyah.
my parents g beli barang kt kedai sebelah.
tibe2 dtg la seorang mamak ni.

tyah: roti tisu ada?
mamak: ada,ada. *walks away toward the counter* ,
tyah: waat?
mamak: nah. *hulur TISU 2 helai*
tyah: *sigh* ROTI TISU LAH. nk dua
mamak: oh,ok,ok *tersengih*

ingt lawak sgt la tu mamak ni. tgh kebulur nk buat lawak. mmg xlwak.

then my parents join skali. i told them wat happened. my dad got a bit mischievious.

mamak: nk makn ape?
ayah: kasi mee goreng mamak satu,letak telur mata kerbau skali.
umi: ng yg same
mamak: *confused*
ayah: kasi mee goreng mamak 2, 2 telur mata kerbau
mamak: mee goreng mamak 2 dgn telur mata kerbau.
ayah: tak, satu telur mata kerbau, satu telur mata lembu
mamak: ok,ok *mengangguk paham*

tunggu pnye tunggu dtg la mamak tu bwk 2 pinggan mee.
mamak: mee goreng mamak 2, telur mata kerbau satu, telur mata lembu satu.
*puts the plates on the table.

umi&ayah: *speechless*
umi: tgk,abg kte telur mata lembu,dye bg telur ni.
ayah: *laughing*

nk tau cmne rupa telur mata lembu, g la mintak kt mamak p9 kt terowong tu.
*sigh*
mamak,mamak...

graduation 09

mother and father,
thank you:)



p/s: excuse the expression please.

merry-go-round

do i dare speak of the unspoken?
time is nearly up, we are approaching our final destination.
i cannot undo what has been done. but i can do the undone.
im not perfect, i realised that a long time ago.
neither are you.
i make mistakes. that's how i live. i make mistakes, its the best way to make me learn. i make my own mistakes, and i deal with it. i dont expect others to cover for me.
so next time you see me make a mistake, let me be.
i learn better this way.

wounds and stitches

at some point in life, you'll get hurt. there's wounds, but you stitch then up. even after you stitch it up, it'll still hurt. that wound will leave a scar. those which will most prob fade in time, but i wont bet on it.

i have left the wound for far too long. nothing can ever stitch it up again. i've tried.

peribahasa

bagai isi dengan kuku?
bagai langit dengan bumi?

*sigh*
u think i didnt know wat u guys were talking bout..?
big k, big k...

presenting:

ilyas the kingkong.


boom boom pow;p

students open house 09

thx guys!
hope u enjoy all those homemade food.
i know 'sumone' did.
for those who couldnt make it, nvm la.
for those who came, thank you!
that was a joy, though ad budak tu agak rude la jgk.
*sigh*
theres more pictures, but malas la nk upload.
i'll upload somewhere else, facebook or myspace.
but most prob myspace.
for those who's been trying to guess who my boyfriend is, give up je la.
i dont have one.

p/s: hand me ur usb if u want the pix;)

best buddies

afif iskandar and farid iskandar.

family open house 09

walaupon xcukup tdo, dikerah macam buruh kasar, dan dikejar kanak2 riang, that was a BLAST!

its 1.30am
ive been trying to solve a set of add math question since 10.30pm.
but sampai skarang tak siap2 jugak.
the reason?
esok ad family open house. my aunt is staying over with her son and my step-aunt.
so my room is full. to the floor. seriously.
i dont know if this is an advantage or disadvantage, but ali is here so farid has a friend.
and my room yg baru dikemas dh macam tongkang pecah. thx boys, i appreciate it. u two better help me clean up 2mrw.
since i cant do my work without kne kacau, lets look at the good old time.
-THE FATHER SON MOMENT-

like father like son

oops they did it again

location: home
time: 7.30 pm

i was having my dinner. just when i was about to take my first bite, my mum said
'haaa,tyah. malam ni ad tusyen.
me: 'eh? edidik xcall pon.'
mom: 'kt saujana.'
me: 'EH? what?when?how?why??'
mom: 'mlm ni ad tusyen pkul 8.00. umi dh register dah. subjek sejarah.'
me: 'xnk.i wanna eat.'
mom: 'i dont care. u shud be ready by 8.'
me: 'fine. you send me up.'

see, they did it again...

SEVEN SOON TO BE DEAD FORM 2'S , plus one sister

imagine this. instead of berbuka-ing with ur friends, you hd to stay home coz apparently 'sumbody' invited her friends over. ok, i dont mind if she invited a few. but 10 is plainly over the top. wth! then she called her friends and she said only 7 can come. still, wth.

after a tiring day instead of resting for a few hours, i ended up cooking for 15 ppl.
yes, 15 PPL. dh la the 'sumbody' relax je. pdhal kwn dye yg dtg.sabar je la. we had to double all the meal.

so after that's done, oh yeah, did i mentioned nasi msk 14 pot? ayam msk dua ekor, daging pon ad gak. sayur, fruits, dessert, and a lot of kuih yg dibeli. plus my cheese cake. we waited for them. everything is served. it was 6.45, we asked her mne manusia yg nk dtg tu? she said she'll call them to ask. WTH.

and so we waited. and waited. and waited...

*azan*

'niyah, u better lock ur doors when you sleep tonight.'
'y?'
'coz ur dead.'

why? coz she invited SEVEN ppl over to berbuka and not one yg dtg. **%$#@*&^.
sape yg kte nk dtg tu, the SEVEN ppl tu, ko dtg rumah nk raya jgn harap aku nk bukak pintu. ko msuk pon jgn harap aku nk hidangkan makanan. and jgn harap aku nk bg ko duit raya. HUH.