last year i was so excited to move on from 2008 to 2009. but this year i couldn't bear moving on. 2009 has been the most meaningful year for me so far. i learned so many lessons for all my actions. i took responsibilities for my actions. i've grown. and i dont mean physically. ok, physically pon ad, but mostly i've grown mentally. lets see...i couldn't remember all the moments of 2009, but the memories of the bold ones are still fresh in my mind:)
the early months of 2009 are more like rehabilitation for me. but i will write non of that. it's just too heart breaking to learn and accept who i am.
let's see, this year i didn't get out much. but one of the moment i remember was hari minda usahawan. it was a joy. we sorta bonded better. i got to know the guys better and learned how to deal with their stubbornness and mischievousness. though i must admit, i think topek and i will always be the same towards each other. the gaduh team. oh well, it's all in the past now.
being in 5IBH really was a mess. imagine going in one class after the other kne marah. sucks, doesn't it...from fizik to lk, lk to bm. nightmare tu...lg lg ble xsiap homework kan..and then being late lagi...woah..! but i valued the moments. there are a few things i regretted during my time in 5IBH, but i wouldn't change it for the world:)
*gonna miss the dudes*
im gonna miss the lab classes T_T
physics and chemistry...the exams in class. the note passing and so called 'codes'.
then there were the fire drill. i remember it so well. it was BM class with cikgu zaidi. we read the drama 'jangan bunuh rama2' *i think*. then the bell rang to bail us out.
and then i had public speaking competition. before that, thank you adam for passing me the opportunity. i know i always blame you on it, but know i am so glad and relieved you gave me the opportunity. without it, i wouldn't be able to speak in public and speak up. thank you tcer jaja. for coaching me and believing in me:)
you helped me come out of my cocoon and spread my wings. thank you hani for believing in me, and for having faith in me when i needed it most. thank you for being there, in my dark moments. you pulled me out and pushed me to do it. thx sammy and alyn. omg, im getting teary now...
and not to be forgotten, of course, debate:)
adam, hani, sammy, najwa and i went through hard times together, but we managed to pull through. we spent many sleepless nights together. we bonded well and we sure do make a good team. sadly i have no pictures of interschool debate. that was a joy. i still remember when puan marniza announced the result:)
then we proceeded to debate national '09. we learned many things about each other. well, that's wat you get when you share beds together, kan:)
the journey there and back was fabulous. the after losing moments were even better. but one thing that wasn't fun at all was being locked outside of the room for hours. hani, the ass-kicking fight ain't over yet, baby!!!
spending a minute with tcer jaja without gossiping memang xsah, kan:)
being the only guy, adam was gossiped with the girl. now, now, hold ur horse ,this is just reminiscing. somehow i was involved in it as well. that was where the A.S.A.M was first created. haha:p and weird enough, it actually expended! i am now a grandmother with 2 kids and god knows how many gandchildren and am still having an affair. rock on!
wat else?
oh yeah, FLORIA. i think i went there with hafiz after public speaking comp.i was so bummed out and he took me out to a movie and then floria. i think.
dude, i almost forgot about english week!
it was awesome:) though i did get tortured mindlessly by the teachers..
oh yeah, hfz's bbq. i went there with ilyas. otw tu ad la this one little incident. the kereta melayang incident. haha:p relax, big k, jgn marah2, nnt cepat tua.
and then of course, there were the english drama.
*rombongan cik kiah diketuai oleh topek*
and then there were open houses. the first one was for family only.
the 2nd one was for friends.
of course, raya come and go. this year's raya wasn't the best. but then again, my raya doesn't mean anything anymore for the past 6 or 8 years. so, let's skip that part...but guys, i love you. i really do. dont take it personally, ok:)
and graduation. now, that doesn't come often, kan.
then, of course, were the near spm moments where we should be studying, but instead, we did some recreational activities:)
and thennn, were his last few days. which means my last few days til spm.
*muka gangster besar:P*
and theennnn were his last day. no, he's not dying..
i guess that's pretty much of 2009. a lot went on, but it went deeper than what i just wrote.
my pre-spm plans and activities; work:)
i have now worked in BR alamanda for nearly 2 weeks, and i am loving every moment of it. BR dudes are all friendly. they're so friendly, they made you feel like you're a family there.
this one is made by wan, and i guess this is the rank:)
there's ten of us. but today is apek bo and paang's last day. don't go...:(
apek bo has been my punchbag buddy and sorta like a brother.we bully each other endlessly and never got tired of it. pa'ang plak is kinda like an adik. well, he's 15, wat do u aspect, kan:) 2 days ago, i had the morning shift with paang and brotha. paang wanted to smoke kjap and i trapped him, xkasi keluar merokok. he was begging so mcm kesian je...i let him go.
the next day, paang xdtg. merajuk la tu. haha:p
and of course, through out 2009 i have made new friends and acquaintance. buddies, mates and fellas. i have gotten close and know them better. i got close to people whom i didn't aspect to. i finally talked to people who has been in the same school for the past years. they have made it a joy to be alive. they made me realise how lucky i am to be living here and be surrounded by the loved ones. thnx:)
to name a few: hani, sammy, alyn, iman, ali, izzul, zul, afiq, hafiz, hazim, mira, shikin and dot dot dot.
well, that'll be the end of it. 2010 is approaching in a few hours from now.
final words:
yes, i knw i have been a pain in the ass.
i know i have pulled a few pranks along the way,
i know i have been stubborn and mischivious,
but i swear...i couldn't help it:p
i'll try, TRY to be less mischievious.
but can't promise la:D
ok, serious sket.
im sorry...
im sorry i was too cold towards you
im sorry i was too mean and rude
im sorry i was too impatient
im sorry i was too demanding and bossy
anyhows, lets start a new series, shall we?
you,me and 2010:)
not really looking forward to it, but full speed ahead!
