lost

somethings up...
i cant sleep, which is unusual coz i can sleep easily.
like if u offer me a pillow i can just doze off. but not lately.
hmmmm...
my eating time is off. my breakfast is lunch, my lunch is my supper, my tea is my dinner..
hmmmm...something is definitely up.

its 12.50 am.
i ran out of idea of things to do.
i watched some movie, i read a few novels, i slept on the hosp floor, which is somewhat pleasant, i cooked, i called, i texted but still nothing helps.
speaking of hospitals, today it smelled awful.
usually it doesnt smell like that, like...blood. dirty blood.
u stay too long, it'll get to your head.
i stole someone's seat too. but he's a gentleman enough to let me sit on his seat.
i met my cousins whom i grew up with.
i met my uncles and aunts.
my uncle is still calling me by my 'childhood' name. and i dont think he's eve gonna stop. come to think of it, i dont think he ever called me atiyah, or tyah. it has always been that name.
oh well, whatever makes him happy la.
before leaving, sofea left a souvenir on my hand. her hingus...

last paper is on 10th december-lk.
ijat habis 16th dec. dye ajak hiking.
it'll be fun if, IF we dont have to sleep in the jungle. i mean cant we go home after that..:(
i dont mind the hard ground, its the creepy crawlies im worried about. planning to go on 20sumthing december.
hmmm...i'll think about it.

last night's game of uno was fun.
there were 3 of us, but in the end me n ijat ended up playing until 6 stacks, just to spite the other player:P
i like arif's eyes. they're cute. round but sepet.

see...im just rumbling senseless right now..
its 1.08am.
its freezing and quiet.
and im hungry...