please dont leave me...

why?
was it something i said?
did i do something wrong?
was it me?
tell me...why?

didnt we get along fine?
i know i always ignore your words
and im sorry for that.
i know my actions sometimes tick you off.
but that is not a reason to leave me...

you kept it a secret.
why didnt you tell me ealier?
so that the news wont hit me in the head?
i found out today.
yes,today.
but you knew for quite a while kan?
today i couldnt concentrate at all.
u know why, coz the image of her lingers in my head.

and so today,
i saw you for the last time.
i talked to you for the last time.
i wouldnt dare to look you in the eyes because i know the tears in my eyes will betray me and fall...

to p14(1): you took pn rahaizah away from me, then pn koh. now ur taking cikgu zaidi away from me too???
aww come on!

p/s: i am not in love with cikgu zaidi ok.
leaving us is one thing,
but leaving us with her is another excruciating thing!
yes, her! pn roslina.