si pekak

td after class chemistry kt tmn putra perdana,
my sis ajk tgk klo ad tiket ke tak.
nak tgk harry potter pnye psl la kn.
so smpai2, g la que
panjang sungguh.
tp xpe, demi rupert grint, aku sanggup;D

tgh tunggu tu,
ad la sorang abg ni dtg tanye,'dik,dh tgk transformers ke blom?'
so i said,'dh tgk dh'
he said,'oh ye ke...xpe la cmtu.sy ad tiket free nk bg ni...tp klo dh tgk,xpe la'
so abg tu pon melangkah pergi dengan sayu nye.
klau abg tu offer harry potter mmg for sure i'll just grab it rite there.
but...you knw..

so tunggu la our turn.
they showed this one trailer kt screen btol2 infront of me
best la jgk.
1st i saw trailer up.
funny and cute tgk si tembam tu.
then they showed trailer yg ad woody tu.
quite nice.kluar 2010.
then they showed trailer up again.
funny part atok tu bkk pintu nmpak si tembam tu dh plaster kt wall pastu tutup blk pintu.hahaha.

tibe2 tu,
suara seorng lelaki bergema
'NEXT PLEASE!'
hahaa kusyuk sgt smpai org tu panggil bnyk kali tp xdengar.
last2 kne gune mic.

dh beli ticket tu,
smpat lagi ckp,'siap gna mic lagi'
dye pon bls la, 'penat saya panggil tadi.'
hahaha sorry.

moral of the story:
pkai mic slalu kt cinema supaya customer sng dgr=)
atau jgn letak screen direct kt muka customer=)
atau customer kne lagi peka.=)

man...should've let miss ain brought the tickets.
tgk, kn dh malu...

the pencil

today is the last day of practical teachers here in smk p11(1).
i feel...hmmm..ntah la.
its fun having them around.
even though non of them taught me, still...
their presence sure do mean something to me.

the teacher im gonna remember most is miss ain.
hahaha i love messing around with her.
let me tell u something, this teacher is very ticklish.
poke sket je dh nmpk like she's dancing=p

one day tu,
she cursed me to turn into a pencil.
so i said, cool, i'll finally be skinny!
then i had to give her back her purple baby.
meh...its alright.
i'll take it again someday.

then just now,
we went to staffroom and messed around with her again.
you know, last day and all.
she asked what should she save my name as.
then she said ,'atiyah the pencil stealer'
hahaha

yup teacher,
your pencil is once again with me.
and it will always be.
(unless you steal it back, which i think is impossible!)

see ya around tcer=D

speechless

so after skool just now,
we went to pick up my mom kt office.
then xpernah2 lalu p9 nk blk, my dad went to p9.
i asked,'where r we going?'
he said,'p9'
ok...
then nk msk dapurmas.
'why r we going to dapurmas?'
'we're not. we're going to e-didik.'
'ok...why r we going to e-didik?'
'tuition.'

i was speechless.
they said straight after debate national i'm gonna start.
ok la, at least they gave me warning so i can prepare myself mentally.
ni tak.
straight je daftar.
and start tomorrow night.
who wouldn't be so...shocked and speechless?

*sigh*
what was i thinking telling them the 1st topic for debate???

explanation behind everything

i feel i havent explain the reason behind everything just now.
i want to say what's really in my mind
but the problem is...
i cant say what i want without choking.

when i first meet new people, i put on a brave face and an atittude so people wont trample on me.
but when i start to know the person well, get close with the person, i tend to soften up and all my mask, my pretence fade away.

this was what i really wanted to say:
chip, last year we made a mess. it totally ruined what we had before. but we make up for what has happened. what i want to say is im sorry for all the trouble i caused you. i know what you've been through last year for i caused those problems. i know you had to go to a few counseling sessions because of what i've done. but i want you to know that hurting you hurts me too. i had to pretend i was ok every single day so everything wont go from bad to worse.i had to put on a smile whenever im surrounded by people. i had to say im ok,im fine, no problem,im happy when people ask how i feel. i had to joke around people so they wont notice anything.i had to suck everything in just to make everyone ok. to make you ok. when you gve me that letter, i didnt want to read it. i know it will make me feel guilty. but i know by not reading it, it'll make things more complicated. everything you wrote hit me in the head so hard.i realized i was so selfish. i pulled you with an imaginary string and let you go in an instant. it was and still is my fault. yes, i have lived my life pretending to make everyone feel better. and now, when everything is ok, i still feel the burden on my shoulder. apparently, when i lost you, i lost another friend. najwa. she was the one who comforted you when i left you to deal with the mess. i felt betrayed. i still do. the first time, najwa didnt like you at all. but i persuaded her telling her what a nice guy u are. it wasnt easy, but i did it. then,you guys started to get close. i was happy that i made it. i made you two friends. but...then evrything turned 180 degree. you two were friends. where does that leave me? yes, stranded on an island. non of you talked to me at all. all my effort of making you two friends seems to fade. there was no more me in the picture. i wasn't mad, or angry. but i was hurt. i still am.
i kept this to myself for a long time. i hope this explains everything.

hani, you know how much i adore you. you're like my personal teddy bear where i can tell you anything at all without you telling anyone else. but i know, i never tell you everything. i just tell you bits and pieces of it and that's it. its not that i dont trust you. i dont trust myself. i dont trust my feelings. i know once i start, i'll keep on flooding. i know all the trouble you've been going through, i guess that's why i never really want to say or tell you much. i dont want to burden you with my problems. you have far too much to handle. you were always there for me. esp through my nervous breakdown. remember last year? i know i hurt you , but you still bear with me. you comforted me through everything. please dont leave me...bear with me, with us, just for a few months. i need you here.

sammy, i know you weren't there just now. but this is the urgent thing i wanted to tell you. like i said earlier, i know this is might or will hurt your feelings. i feel like people have been taking advantage of me.of my effort. this may seem stupid but this is how i feel. i feel used. during my time of public speaking, i felt insecure. so i needed supporters. you came with me to public speaking. but even with you there, i still felt insecure. i felt i was left there alone to deal with my nerve while you guys sit there calmly. i feel the reason you came is to get out of class, not support me coz i feel i didnt get any support from you. same goes after the the public speaking. after they annouced the winner and all that. i felt insecure. alone. what saddens me is that..you didnt even congratulate me. i know its childish and so on but i kept quite at that time. i didnt want to cause a scene. again, i know this is stupid, but its true. this is how i felt.

hafiz, sometimes i feel you depend on me too much. i know we both have problems to make ends meet. i've known you the longest. how long has it been? 5 years? during those 5 years, we have been through ups and downs. we say things that hurt each others feelings. we do things that hurt each others feelings. we did a lot of things yg menyakitkan hati. i still remember last year, you sat for ur spm examination. you were so busy with your study till you hardly have any time to actually talk to me or sms me. now its my turn to sit for my spm examination. we've gotten closer this year and this actually made it harder for me to express my feelings. i feel like you've been depending on me too much. i sacrificed my time to sit and talk to you on the phone. listening to how your day went, and how its going with you and syafiqah and so on. sometimes i feel you dont understand my position. you've been through this before last year, you know how busy it would be for me this year. but i feel you still dont understand. obviously i would be under a lot of stress from not only academic pursuit, but as well as my other personal problems. sometimes i feel it would be nicer if you actually ask me how my day went.how i feel and so on. you were the one i pour half of my heart out at coz i know by telling you all my problems, you'll forget what i told you. ur such a goldfish la...
but still, sometimes it hurts when you say things aswell. i know i sometimes forget things. but that is no reason at all to perli me. i have reasons why i forget.
for example; last night you said you wanted to talk about something but i had sejarah notes to finish. so i said i'll text you when i finish. and yea, i fell asleep on my sejarah note book. and just now i got a msg from you saying 'ad org kte nk msg.xmsg pon'. seriously hafiz, i have feelings too. please dont treat me this way anymore. a bit of respect would be nice.

im sorry it took me a long time to voice it all out.
i grew up this way but i dont blame my parents for all this.
my childhood is not something im proud of.
i went through alot yet i still kept quite about it.
but like hani said, i need to learn to open up.
this is just a small step.

public speaking 2009

last tuesday,i competed in public speaking 2009.
but i guess, you guys already knw.
anyway, this year's host was p16(1).
i went with the choral speaking team naik bas.
here are the pictures:

thx chip,for d candid. cant remember wat i was pointing at...


me and tcer jaja befoe the competition.
time ni ok la, the nerves havent start kicking in yet.


my very emotional speech.
it went ok.
except once again i missed one line.
*eyes rolling*


yay,done with my speech.


but still waiting nervously for the impromptu speech.


after the closing ceremony, i took pictures with the public speakers.
ni yg sempat tangkap je.
i lost p14 and p18.

this is Hazim from SAS


i was quite close with him but im sorry,i didnt catch his name.
form 1, from p11(2)


this is amira from p8(1)
she's a debater and we went against each other in 2nd round.
(like you guys care,rite?)
very nice, got canadian accent=)


zul asyraf, p9(2)
very good speaker.
his speech was good,both prepared and impropmtu. he sang a song too=)
and apparently, he said pakai mike 'x macho' la...
betol ke?


izarin p16(1)
he said jgn post gmbar ni takot gf dye marah.
but the thing is, i dont listen to ppl.
plus its my blog.
so =P
haha


ain aris p9(1)
very very nice.
i think i hurt her...
i squeezed he hands too hard.
sorry~
nobody was there fo me to squeeze.
see hani,see how much i need you?
ur my squeezer!



and tu je la.
after that we HAD to go back to skool coz tcer marniza aka miss 43 kept repeating:
'no alamanda'
'presint 11(1)'


muka2 sedih xdpt gi alamanda.



i was so frustrated that day.
so hafiz ajak kluar mkn baskin robin.
haha i got to go to alamanda=p
1st thing smpai alamanda,kcau my sis keje kt skin food.
kesian...
then we went to baskin robin.
there was this one ice cream that looked like puke.
so, mmg xde selera la.
then g big apple, beli donuts of coz.
then went to famous amos beli ice cream.
bru satisfied.
haha sorry hafiz.
i change flavor every time i buy ice cream.
then g cinema nk book ticket.
xdapat...
nvm la...maybe next time.
harry potter yea!
but rupert grint kene H1N1.
stupid flu.
stupid pig.

oh yea, i got naib johan again this year.
now i know how mus feels...

messed up

winners never quit,
quitters never win.

ayya...
pressure nye hari ni.
first of all,
i messed up
i forgot my speech pg td.
haha trus blank otak.
shut down jap.

then practise from that moment smpai balik.
trying very hard to NOT lose my voice before d competition.
*sigh*
tomorrow...

lets look at the highlights of today:
1) i forgot my speech
2) i forgot my speech
3) i forgot my speech

lets hope tomorrow goes well.
if not i am so DEAD
not to mention all my effort is thrown out of the window.
sheesshh...
and no special treat.
no transformers.
which i have been trying to watch over the past week.

oh yea,
i found out the person who's been harassing me lately.
yes, i call it harassing.
you b****.
i dont normally curse but if you were in my shoe, you would be pissed off too.
mmg..
haih...get a life a weh...
xde keje ke?

haha suddenly teringat wat happend ths morning.
'kabung ka..?'
haha yes i am merepeking
you got a problem with that?

special mgs to b****:
you do tht again i will SLAP you.
im not kidding.
i dont care if you beg me to stop hitting you,
i will carry on till you bleed to death.
mark my words.
sounds violent?
well,that's me.
you want to sue me?
go ahead.
I DONT GIVE A tut tuut tuuuut tuuuut tuuuuuuuut
or wat bart simpson always says: EAT SHORTS!
or something like that...

p/s:
i know ur reading this,teacher ain...

mencari kebenaran

lets see if wat he said is true:

once upon a time,
there lived a boy,
he dreams to be the best musician ever borned.
girls admire him,
guys want to be like him.

then came a girl,
minding her own business,
reaching for the star,
way up above her.

one day,
the two met,
but since that day,
they can never be together,
they fight,
argue,
quarrel,
you name it.

why aahh?

50-50

should i?
or shouldn't i?

oh dilemma...

time is ticking.
so,should i?

about a boy

he was the one who took it away from me
he took it slowly and very quietly
so quiet till i didnt even notice.
not a sound...
not a shadow...
not a stir in the wind...
the next thing i knew, it was gone.

yes,he took my cadbury bytes.

earth to WALLY

hey wally!
are you home yet?
i said i'll tell you the origin of WALLY
so here it is:

remember the day when you helped me remove the cai na li?
ingat tak?
now, remeber when the pieces just fall apart in your hand?
haha=p
well, after that i went back to class and the word wall breaker crossed my mind.
i thought of that for quite a bit but it was too long.
then, WAL-LLY was ringing in my head.
hahah so i decided to call you WAL-LLY!



p/s: thanks for helping me remove the cai na li=)

love story

this post today is actually dedicated to a friend.
after reading this, im pretty sure you can guess who this person is.
or are.

oh yea, before that, my oral marks kekal!
wohoo!
full bebeh!
alhamdulillah...
thx hani for being there for me.
next event;public speaking=)

neway,back to the story
td after i did my oral test, i went back to class.
at that time it was sivik. 5ibs yg xamk tasawur came to our class.
so there we were,(me n tut tuut)sitting at the back reading newspaper.
*very odd.i hardly read newspaper*
then suddenly ali came and sat satu meja with us.
dunno how, we started talking about chemistry.
then tut tuut said she likes chemistry more than physics.
me and ali disagreed. we,or i think its just me, thinks physics is better.
*by half a margin je*
then ali said 'S' bukan name sebenar likes chemistry too.
so aha! there's chemistry between the two of them: 'S' bukan name sebenar and tut tuut.
then we saw 'S' bukan name sebenar walked past our class so we looked at tut tuut.
haha she didnt wanna look at him!
then 'S' bukan name sebenar came in our class and walked towards us.
tut tuut still xnk pandang.
MR.S (im tired of typing 'S' bukan name sebenar)
came to give me back MY pencil.
so i said, its not mine, its tut tuut's.
so MR.S pon hulur la the pencil but tut tuut buat xtau je and looked away.
shy eh..??
MR.S kata, amk la.
i said, its not mine, its tut tuut. give it to her la.
haha tut tuut malu and sorok her face.
*sorry,i cant resist*
so in the end i took back my pencil and gave it to tut tuut in front of MR.S

then we talked and talked and talked...
suddenly, tut tuut stood and went to her bag to get her chemistry books.
me and ali;look, she cant wait to go to chemistry. ni mesti sbb ad MR.S kan?
she said mne ade!
she grew impatient. drumming her fingers. clearly tut tuut xsabar nk jmpe MR.S
sabar wahai rakanku,you guys will have many months together.=P
or ur whole life.
*i see hearts everywhere*

then bla bla bla,chemistry class plk.
we, 5ibh gabung with 5ibs.
ske la tu si tut tuut.
mse nk amk jelly tu i was standing next to tut tuut
then i looked up and saw MR.S standing btol2 infront of tut tuut.
ape lagi, hey, there's ur man!
haha, luckyly MR.S didnt hear our conversation.

oh yea, we celebrated pn radziah's belated bday just now during chemistry.
i swear i saw her wiping tears from her eyes...
well, i feel like wishing her again.
HAPPY BELATED BDAY TEACHER!
she's young.*btol*

oh yea, another part of the story.
me and alyn went to koperasi to buy food.
suddenly, alyn pulled me aside.
sure enough, it was pn marniza.
i saw her evil grin...
and sure enough; "cai na li!!!"
aww come on teacher...
i have learned my lesson, i swear!
*pinky promise*
then she said, xpe, i'll think of a new name this weekend ni.nnt i'll tell you next week.
*sigh* watever makes you happy teacher...

then we got ready for extra class.
physic!
tgk2 kan. tut tuut and MR.S dok dekat2!
haha btol!
xcaye tanye ali!
xcaye lagi tanye adam and topek!
i asked tut tuut answer for question 6 i think,
and ali tanye MR.S answer for question 6 too
tgk2 they got the same answer.
oohhh telepathy yeah!

oh yea, warning to faiz;
tut tuut is taken by MR.S
so back off!

hey hey ali, we shud match more ppl!

p/s:tut tuut is not alyn.^.^

p/ss: to those yg tau wat im talking about,spead the news!

english week/camp 2009

clearly stated above,
smk p11(1) had our english week followed by english camp.

we started the week with launching of english week.
my class had to do this one sketch.
see,us up there^^
its about 3 friends went to travel around the world to learn about other culture.they then stop to a few countries and some miscomunication happened. they went to countries that hardly speak english; arab,italy,france,japan. long story short, message of the sketch is people around the world try to speak english,why can't you? do your part,speak english for the rest of the week.

then we had a lot of activities during the week. banyak la. they showed twilight ptg tu but i couldnt join coz extra class. hey,hey, have you guys watched new moon's trailer? capital OMG! *sigh*jacob...

neway,back to the topic.
one of the activities was battle of the top scorers. i had a feeling im gonna be chosen so i asked teacher syarifah but she said ask pn sufina and i did. so there i go,looking for her,up down,everywhere la. sadly xjmpe so back to class. teacher asked bg name sape. i said topek. wat,he was getting on my nerve. ske ati je cmpak nme org for oral. he was..hmm..lets just say he wasnt happy bout it. ugut bk bom rumah la and stuff. oi,dats wat u get when u piss me off. peace^^

the next day tu mmg for sure,my name was called. haha,lega ye kau topek. and someone leaked some info. dye kate topek takut gle smpai study mcm nk exam. huahuahua! dude,next time dont piss me off.

k,back to there story.
english camp started from 8am to 10pm on saturday. yes, i just got back n trus blog.
we played a lot of games. charade was fun. we got 4/5. not too shabby kan. then skip other games, we played Amazing Race. it was jolly fun.the aim is to find a treasure box with the help of clues. i have never run that sungguh2 in my whole life.haha yep,i dont run. it was jolly fun except when we got to 5th station. clue:"ni cai na li?" from china with love.

i was like..wat in the world?? ad ke tcer marniza gelak when i said that.
the teachers kept repeating "atiyah,ni cai na li!!!"
still,x phm phm jgk. aduii..
"atiyah,you should know this! you out of all the students!"
the teachers had fun torturing me. ni cai na li...
how the hell am i suppose to know???
so i think i stood there for 20 mins or so trying to figure things out. n yea,teachers were still laughing at me the whole time.rse cm nk nanges je.=(
then finally, hani pulled me and told me the answer.
god i cant believe it! how dumb could i possibly get???
its great wall of china la mangkuk!! ayya..
dh la great wall of china kt lobby tu i buat. still xphm2. keling ape?

so then we went to hall coz i finally,yes ppl,FINALLY guessed wat d heck ni cai na li is.
then the english teachers came and laughed when they saw me. news spread among the other english teachers so quick. aaii...malu nye.
ms jaja came and told me since i took a long time to guessed the answer,no secret recipe for me.
i was like wat??? no way!
so yea,that was wat the drama anak and mak tiri was all about kt dewan td.
i had to do wat i had to do=D

neway, dh petang tu we had to present a song for camp fire night.
at first blur je but hani gave us a song and things just fell into pieces there.
at camp fire time each group presented their song. so here is our song, from Orange Survivors,esp NUR ATIYAH NAJIHAH to all the teachers who made it oh so easy with the ni cai na li. enjoy:

(song:we will rock you)

buddy old boy and his friends went to english camp
trying to find a big treasure some day
he got mud on his face
a big disgrace
kicking the can all over the place

singing:
we will, we will find it!
(but we didn't, but we didn't)
we will, we will find it!
(but we didn't, but we didn't)

so we continued our journey
with the help of friends and teachers all the way
we got kicked along the way
with grime on our face
crying out,"teacher,what's cai na li???"

singing:
we will, we will find it!
(but we didn't, but we didn't)
we will, we will find it!
(but we didn't, no we didn't)

special thanks to group Orange Survivors for making it easy for me to be myself.
thanks for ur cooperation on listening to me babbling and your patientcy with me through out the day. thank you for letting me use my own words on the lyrics and dedicating the song to our dear dear teachers who had a fun time torturing me with ni cai na li. thanks guys,u guys rawk!
team members: atiyah, hani, fahmeeda, nani, elisa and our one and only guy,shafiq.
and give a round of applause to shafiq for staying with us the whole time!
wohoo!
ok,im tired.
nitey nite=)
ps:i have another thing to post but 2mrw je la.

please dont leave me...

why?
was it something i said?
did i do something wrong?
was it me?
tell me...why?

didnt we get along fine?
i know i always ignore your words
and im sorry for that.
i know my actions sometimes tick you off.
but that is not a reason to leave me...

you kept it a secret.
why didnt you tell me ealier?
so that the news wont hit me in the head?
i found out today.
yes,today.
but you knew for quite a while kan?
today i couldnt concentrate at all.
u know why, coz the image of her lingers in my head.

and so today,
i saw you for the last time.
i talked to you for the last time.
i wouldnt dare to look you in the eyes because i know the tears in my eyes will betray me and fall...

to p14(1): you took pn rahaizah away from me, then pn koh. now ur taking cikgu zaidi away from me too???
aww come on!

p/s: i am not in love with cikgu zaidi ok.
leaving us is one thing,
but leaving us with her is another excruciating thing!
yes, her! pn roslina.

khas buat kau yang satu

tolong la grow up.
for once,think about others.
jgn pkir dri sendiri je.
wat,u think ur so special?
urgh,pls la.
special my ass.

makin lame mkin menyampah tgk perangai kau tau x?
ingt org ske ke ko buat hal camtu?
y not for once,help around.
im not the only one here so get up off ur ass and do something for a change.
wat a lazy ass.

i've had enough.be responsible for once and stop clinging on to me.fullstop.

love is in the air;)

i see...
people in love...
everywhere...


haha keep the love going!
*xjeles pon*

say wat??

esk skolah???
aaahh bugger.

im a field marshall??

yea, i took this one career test.
the result: im a field marshall.
i knw,i knw, wat in d world is going on??

i looked it up,field marshall is a military officer rank,it is the highest rank in armies in which it is used.
(copy from wiki je)

so my future career is a military officer?
seriously?

i took a few other career test.
the results are:
(drumroll pls)

im a field marshall
im a stabilizer
im a specialist

these are the suitable career according to my result:

program designer
attorney
administrator
office manager
chemical engineer
sales manager
logistics consultant
franchise owner
new business developer
personnel manager
investment banker
labor relations
management trainer
credit investigator
mortgage broker
corporate team trainer
environmental engineer
biomedical engineer
business consultant
educational consultant
personal financial planner
network integration...specialist
media planner/buyer

bookkeeper, clerical supervisor, dental assistant, physical therapist, mechanic, radiology technologist, surveyor, chef, forester, geologist, landscaper designer, crisis hotline operator, teacher

my mum wants me to be an accountant.
yea, me and math dont work well together,mi...
so, adios amigos math!

june!

this is a kajian made by doc fadzilah kamsar
since its june,i looked it up.
plus my bday is in june=)

JUN
* Berfikiran jauh & berwawasan.[x-i'd like to think so]
* Mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik.[it depends.sape yg baik?]
* Berperangai lemah lembut.[urm...yeah,if u say so]
* Mudah berubah sikap, perangai, idea dan mood.[xx]
* Idea yang terlalu banyak di kepala.[xx]
* Bersikap sensitif.[x]
* Mempunyai pemikiran yang aktif (sentiasa berfikir).[x]
* Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera.[x]
* Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh.[xx]
* Bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yang terbaik.[x]
* Cepat marah & cepat sejuk.[x-not sure bout cepat sejuk,but cepat marah,YES.]
* Suka bercakap & berdebat.[x-i was born this way]
* Suka buat lawak & bergurau.[x-sometimes]
* Otaknya cerdas berangan-angan.[xxx-oh yeeeaaa!]
* Mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan.[i dunno...maybe?]
* orang yang sangat tertib.[urm..]
* Pandai mempamerkan sikap.[when it is needed]
* Mudah kecil hati.[x-very]
* Mudah kena selsema.[x-yea]
* Suka berkemas.[r u kidding me?]
* Cepat rasa bosan.[x-yep]
* Sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet.[x-of coz]
* Kurang mempamerkan perasaan.[x-when it is needed,then yes]
* Lambat untuk sembuh apabila terluka hati.[xx-oh u have no idea...]
* Suka pada barang yang berjenama.
* Mudah menjadi eksekutif.[i hope]
* Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal.[xxx-i have to agree on this one]
* Sesiapa yang memuji, dianggap musuh. Siapa yang menegur dianggap kawan.[xxx-true u kiss ass.]

i ticked the ones that i agree with.
hmm..mne satu btol?
well, u be d judge

one word-mercy.

last friday, 29th may 2009

"atiyah, this year 7th july ye"

7th july?
7TH JULY???

aaarrgghh!!!
teacher...
im not ready for this...
please?

last year ok la.
i came just to fill the spot.
but this year?
the spot IS mine.
ayaa...
cane ni..
speech xbuat lagi.
found the perfect topic...but tahap malas nak tulis tu mmg dh smpai tahap dewa dh.
how?
guys, a lil help pls?

bismillah...

dengan lafaz bismillahirrahmanirahim, saya lancarkan CUTI 2 MINGGU...

(YEEEAAAHHHH)

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cuti cuti cuti cuti!

yea yea yea yeaaa!

but sadly, this year is not much of a cuti.

a lot of work needed to be done.

a lot of books needed to be read.

a lot of problems needed to be solved.

a lot of ideas needed to be turned into reality.

a lot of..well, you get the idea, rite?

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so today was the last day of the penggal.

but to us form 5, its not something we want to shout about.

cuti skolah still g skolah.

ad klas tambahan.

yay.

homework bertimbun.

yay.
.

but at least there's a few things im looking forward to.

1. practice drama
2. built great wall of china.

any idea where to buy polystrene?
.

here are the list of things needed to be accomplished this so called holiday:

• wake up like usual, go to skool-klas tambahan.
• finish homework yg bertimbun.
• study study study
• go to sri ptri to watch debate
• practise drama
• buat banner class.
• built great wall of china
• try to write an essay for english week
• write speech for ps
• stay alive.

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well, wish me luck.
and im outta here.
desperate in need of movies